Ambivalence
I suppose it was a major mistake i made that i am clueless right now. Everything is perhaps screwed up. It will be unfair of me in a way and irresponsible for the other. Maybe i should take some time off everything else. Off from everyone to have a quiet, serene, secluded time and space for solitude. Yet even so, that deems me as a coward; constantly running and avoiding problems that surfaces and engulfing myself with lies that everything is fine. So much talking yet so little actions, its too unjust for her.

Ambivalence it is.

& thank you weelun for the slippers.