finding a life out of this mundaneness
Quote from Ian Leong's
"nobody cherished him when he was alive .
his debtors chased him for the money he owed .
he lived a poor man . died a rich man .
a life many would probably die for .
but a life MJ would pay millions to change .
he was poor not only in sense of money .
but also in sense of kinship and friendship .
he did things that didn't look right in everyone's eyes .
but all he wanted was attention .
only if he didn't waste his life in this way .
you're the king of pop forever ! \m/
he didn't deserve his 50 years .
fuck his dad .
i guess no one would be cherished wholely when he's alive .
i guess the only i could do is to cherish every moment we're in the same world ."

I wonder how will MJ feel if he's still around. Knowing he's famous only after he's dead. in my eyes, mj's life was pretty darn screwed. Forgive me but i'm blogging with what i know. He did things because of criticism, because he felt what he had wasn't enough and he wanted to prove himself.
Was he really satisfied with his life? Put fame and monetary assets aside.
How many of us will continue this constant pursue or rat's race for fame, money, position? and to realize you'd die tmr.

Though almost certainly he's awesome to me. His dance is not something you can find now, the hat, gloves and the moonwalk. &also him shielding his children from media since their birth to protect them. He was a great dancer, family guy.

Blogger is still having some problems with the uploading of photos and so CHUA and I have decided to blog less till the function is Fixed.
Photos (to be posted) of
- Break-in to Swissotel
- Physics Class
- Webcam (K.Goh)
- Spammage with Ian's DSLR
speaking of that, i should prolly save up for one instead.. I think i take almost half of the photos (maybe a-bit kuazhang) using his cam.

now for academics..
(MATHS)Received maths results and i managed to pass but it was not all that i wanted. yup, should not use carelessness or mistakes as excuses to calculate how well i could have done but rather, to comfort myself :/
(CHEM)100% failures for chem made known to class by mr chng today. totally chuizxz.
(A'LV ORAL)yesterday's oral was hmmmm...i believed i was confident and tried to articulate well enough but i know there are a number of words i have not seen before and my chinese basically suck. hope that content marks will offset my louya Hua Yu Shui Ping.
(OTHERS) i'm banking all my hope on physics and gp. pleaseeeeee! somehow i have the feeling i did terribly for econs and gave up hope alrd..


lllassstlllyyy, council meeting tomorrow. ya, i believe all the heavy workload is finally coming. Nat' day, RedCamp, Prom...hefty list. We can do it! GOIComM!

to vernier : thanks mate for that long chat yst. Still, i feel there's so much you can do, the rest is up to his/her conscience. Whether he/she wants to,