a paradox

having read shao's tumblr a few days back and that incident occurring, i can't agree more. trust is such a big word. i had never expected you to be the one who said that of me. two thoughts appeared, one being that you must hate me for some reason, the other, that you don't know me well.
so i was wondering whether to let it be, or to hate. to hate takes as much as to love and i thought that it's because you don't know me well. ain't angry, just disappointed. yet i'm not sure whether it had actually happened, hopefully not.

Trust; not just a big word.


im sorry if i really did not wave back at you weelun, cause i really did not see you just now. i know we have not talked much for a long time and thats cause im kind of packed with schedules and deadlines for both O and homework.
to k, i don't know whether you were serious about the chat just now but i really did not have the mood. sorry abt it.


people have been talking to me about it. thinking of it, i kind of agree with joel. its all about balancing everything, knowing what to do and when to do things. i don't know what it the right pace, how to balance between things, what is right what is wrong. suddenly, this chunk of text seem to contain keywords of mdmKoh's speech on mon and on thurs.




now that h3 has started, you will be superrr busy and tired. remember to have regular meals and rest well ! 3months before its over :)

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